Tuesday, May 19, 2009

To do list

I am a feminist, it's almost a given when you see me.
But like seriously what on earth does that really mean,
Am I supposed to continue dead protests and kiss in's?

Yes a documentary
Yes a tour of the museum
Yes this is living it up.

I'm pretty much useless except to kill a few stones with a bird and such on occasion.
I entertain only 1/3rd of the time too.
Spyrographs are more enriching.

And my coffee should be ready.


and iron, bcomplex, flowers

Thursday, May 14, 2009

I'm so sick

I really loved him and this is why we can't spend time together.
I wish we didn't act like 4 year olds when we flirt, and I really wish we didn't flirt.
I want to say you started it. You always do actually.
I get anxious, and I hate being anxious because I get so sick to my stomach.
I cry and cry and cry and feel like I'm going to blow up.

And of course now things fall back to shit because I thought, I THOUGHT this was going to be the month where my life turned around. I hate everyone.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Are you sure?

So cold but finally not damp,
not digging deep in my bones
and turning me weak.
Combustion and pressure
I really do have to work on decreasing my anxiety.
Raw throat and dried eyes,
odd enough combination.

I feel fine

It's and histoire de family. And I wont rest until I forget about it